Probably due to the details you just disclosed concerning your own situation in life. I know I can speak on behalf of many of us in here who are aware of your own works in the art of music that we still love what you accomplished during all those years along with the 'other' Steve, whose sudden and untimely passing was definitely one of the most shocking pieces of live information I ever experienced online. I may not listen to half as much music as I did a mere decade back, but yours I spin on a regular basis even today.
All the best to you and your wife.
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