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    So sorry to hear this, Geezer… xoxoxoxoxo… I...

    So sorry to hear this, Geezer… xoxoxoxoxo… I saw this news on fb, but had to come here to PE to express my sadness and condolences to you.. xoxo
  2. Thanks Jen...

    Thanks Jen...
  3. Thank you everyone... Yes, I feel I am getting...

    Thank you everyone... Yes, I feel I am getting stronger, though, not all the way back to normal, of course.. Things are surreal, and feel like they were so long ago..
  4. Thanks everyone! THe jeweller knew Jeff from his...

    Thanks everyone! THe jeweller knew Jeff from his astro club, and took special care with it.
  5. 2530 Here's the ring I got made from our...

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    Here's the ring I got made from our wedding rings. I had his ring sized down to fit me, then added the amethyst I had for years, and got some diamonds added, too.. It sparkles much more in...
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    Thanks to everyone who bought this. Such a nice...

    Thanks to everyone who bought this. Such a nice tribute to my husband... xoxo
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    Thanks Geezer! Hope you had a great time in...

    Thanks Geezer! Hope you had a great time in Paris.. xoxo
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    Yes, I really love that they used a pic of Jeff...

    Yes, I really love that they used a pic of Jeff from that night on the back cover..
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    Thank you Andres... xoxo

    Thank you Andres... xoxo
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    It's a nice tribute to Jeff... He's in the pic on...

    It's a nice tribute to Jeff... He's in the pic on the back cover, too... Thanks everyone.. xoxo
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    Thanks Scott... This evening was really about...

    Thanks Scott... This evening was really about love for Jeff, and everyone in the room was rooting for him.. It was very touching. Jeff raved about this show for weeks, until he couldn't anymore... ...
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    Thanks Kerry... xoxo

    Thanks Kerry... xoxo
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    Thanks everyone xoxoxoxo

    Thanks everyone xoxoxoxo
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    So glad to hear this album is 'autobuy' for some...

    So glad to hear this album is 'autobuy' for some of you. Jeff would be honored to know how much people care about him..
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    Thank you Scott... xoxo

    Thank you Scott... xoxo
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    Thanks... it was a beautiful evening that meant...

    Thanks... it was a beautiful evening that meant so much to both of us.
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    New RMI album--tribute to Jeff

    The new RMI album, "Clouds of Titan", was recorded live in my livingroom a few months ago, and was a true highlight for Jeff during his battle with pancreatic cancer.

    Proceeds from the sale of...
  18. Thanks for taking an interest... xoxo

    Thanks for taking an interest... xoxo
  19. Thanks... xoxo

    Thanks... xoxo
  20. Thank you so much for checking on me. Things are...

    Thank you so much for checking on me. Things are totally different, of course, but the worst is behind me. I just couldn't take watching him suffer, and wither away in front of me. Very painful...
  21. Thank you Ed... xoxo

    Thank you Ed... xoxo
  22. Thanks everyone.... It will take a few weeks. ...

    Thanks everyone.... It will take a few weeks. Can't wait to see it!
  23. Thank you! Our 2 rings will be visible, as...

    Thank you! Our 2 rings will be visible, as though they are both on my finger, one stacked on top of the other but fused into one ring. (his ring will be sized to my finger size). Then, my 4 carat...
  24. Thank you Vicki! The rings are at the jeweler...

    Thank you Vicki! The rings are at the jeweler now, and I am very excited about the design I came up with.. It will take a few weeks--cant wait to see the finished product!
  25. I really do have to go back to work, and instead...

    I really do have to go back to work, and instead of Progday, will plan a trip to (probably) Ireland, or (possibly) Italy around Octoberish.. Gotta get a new passport, since mine has expired.. I...
  26. Thank you xoxo.... Tomorrow, I will be going...

    Thank you xoxo....

    Tomorrow, I will be going to a jeweler to design a new ring from our 2 wedding rings, plus an amethyst I had gotten years ago, plus maybe a few more small amethysts and/or...
  27. Also, not sure if I mentioned this on PE before,...

    Also, not sure if I mentioned this on PE before, but a great way to honor Jeff would be to make a donation to Farm Sanctuary in his name: www.farmsanctuary.org

    Thank you all for being there for...
  28. Love you all... xoxo

    Love you all... xoxo
  29. Thank you everyone.. This has been the most...

    Thank you everyone.. This has been the most painful 4 months of my life. I am still off from work for a few more weeks, getting things done very slowly here... I have a guest in the cottage, which...
  30. Thanks everyone.. My fb post today: Reminder:...

    Thanks everyone.. My fb post today:
    Reminder: the best way to honor Jeff Nutkowitz at this time, is to make a donation to Farm Sanctuary in his name. Jeff and I visited Farm Sanctuary several times,...
  31. UPDATE: Many people have been asking if there...

    UPDATE: Many people have been asking if there will be some kind of service to remember Jeff. There will only be a very intimate and private memorial, which will include family and only a few of his...
  32. I don't mind at all..

    I don't mind at all..
  33. All his favorites... xoxo

    All his favorites... xoxo
  34. I could.. if I wore the tartan! ;)

    I could.. if I wore the tartan! ;)
  35. Thank you for that suggestion.. I have already...

    Thank you for that suggestion.. I have already taken a month off from work, so will have to actually go back in August. I am taking off the rest of the month to get things sorted out, but do have a...
  36. Thank you so much, and yes.. plesee share...

    Thank you so much, and yes.. plesee share whatever stories you may have.. xoxo
  37. Thank you everyone.... :(

    Thank you everyone.... :(
  38. Thanks everyone.. Listening to a radio show right...

    Thanks everyone.. Listening to a radio show right now that is being dedicated to Jeff: www.deepnuggets.com

    They played the Dead and Hawkwind for him, so far.. His fav bands.
  39. thank you all... :(

    thank you all... :(
  40. Thank you everyone..

    Thank you everyone..
  41. Duncan, thank you for posting this for me.. I am...

    Duncan, thank you for posting this for me.. I am heartbroken, even though I knew this was coming. He was unconscious when he went.. his breath getting ever slower, until it stopped. I comforted...
  42. My fb status today: UPDATE: today is Day 11 of...

    My fb status today:
    UPDATE: today is Day 11 of Jeff not having any food. He is getting weaker each day, sleeping 24/7 and in and out of lucidity the few minutes a day he is awake. So painful for me...
  43. Thanks Viciki.. xoxo So, Jeff has really had a...

    Thanks Viciki.. xoxo

    So, Jeff has really had a noticeable decline this week. He hasn't eaten for 8 days straight, so far.. He is going in and out of sleep and lucidity, and didn't know who I...
  44. UPDATE: Jeff Nutkowitz will have a change in...

    UPDATE: Jeff Nutkowitz will have a change in painkillers. Rather than the diloudid, he will now have a patch that gets changed very 12 hours, so will have constant relief from pain. If he still has...
  45. Thank you Chris.. It's like a horror-show...

    Thank you Chris.. It's like a horror-show Twillight Zone. Relentless and surreal..
  46. Yes, I will.. xoxo

    Yes, I will.. xoxo
  47. Thank you... I post on a cancer forum, and it's...

    Thank you... I post on a cancer forum, and it's very helpful.. I also am in contact with Ken's wife (Arkangel3, who we lost a few months ago to lung cancer).
    :(
  48. Yes, we have had visitors every day, and his Mom...

    Yes, we have had visitors every day, and his Mom comes every day, too.. Really, really helps. My sister has been over from LI too, several times (3 hour drive).
  49. Thanks everyone... Each day is a little worse...

    Thanks everyone... Each day is a little worse than the one before it. 4 days with no food, so far, and I am not pushing him to eat anymore. I sometimes have to check his chest to see if he's still...
  50. xoxo

    xoxo
  51. Thank you Jen... Yes, time is very precious, and...

    Thank you Jen... Yes, time is very precious, and we only have a very little time.. It's ok that he is sleeping away most of the time. I only care that he is comfortable..
  52. I don't think Geezer was referring to Jeff in the...

    I don't think Geezer was referring to Jeff in the past tense.. (maybe you meant him referring to Karen?). Anyway, Jeff's time is now, but then it will be no more, so I do not have a problem with...
  53. Quote from Jeff, from last night: "I am going...

    Quote from Jeff, from last night:
    "I am going to miss you so much, even if I don't know it."

    :( :(
  54. UPDATE: Jeff has been on hospice in our home for...

    UPDATE: Jeff has been on hospice in our home for 2 1/2 weeks now.. Things are slowing down for him. He has had fluid retention in his foot and ankle for days, and severe drymouth. He needs help...
  55. Thank you everyone.. I know I have to be strong...

    Thank you everyone.. I know I have to be strong for him.. He needs me, so I am trying to be everything he needs now, as much as possible.. He is really starting to become increasingly incoherent,...
  56. Thank you.. that is exactly what it is. In the...

    Thank you.. that is exactly what it is. In the back of my mind I feel like I will wake up and it'll just be a nightmare and everything will be back to normal again. Or back to: "he is not dying...
  57. So sorry for your loss Geezer... This is the most...

    So sorry for your loss Geezer... This is the most cruel disease ever.. Jeff calls it, "death by 1000 cuts". Yes, it's cutting him slowly, but also me.. watching helplessly. All I can do is try to...
  58. Thanks everyone... Yes, I am devastated to watch...

    Thanks everyone... Yes, I am devastated to watch him diminish in front of my eyes. Thankfully, the meds are powerful enough that he doesn't have any idea what is going on most of the time. He is...
  59. Thanks everyone... :( xoxo

    Thanks everyone... :( xoxo
  60. I have taken off from work for the rest of his...

    I have taken off from work for the rest of his time.. He does sleep most of the time, which is actually good.. But I try to get him to sit outside with me on nice days.
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